A letter from May 21st, 2021

alright. dmitri shostakovich right. fantastic music, astounding, transcendent. are you going through another god **** dracula hyperfixation? you gotta move on. go read moby **** or something boring to calm down. we've been over this, reading books like dracula just make you go paranoid for no reason. literally flip to any page in your black journal ok. that's 100% bram stoker's fault right there i honestly have no idea what to say in these letters but i always get so nervous checking emails and even more nervous when there arent any new emails so maybe this will make you realize that the emails are actually working twenty one pillots released a new album today. it's alright, i feel like old navy would make a commercial with the song saturday in the background. thats my official prediction for the year. but im listening to it right now because ellie has been raving about it youre still best friends with ellie right right youd better not have ****** that up im listening to the first song of the album right now, if you wanna turn it on and listen to it with me. that would be nice. ok wait does this song have ukelele in it wait im not into that hang on whatever im setting this to send to me a full year from now. i would set it to 3 or five years but something tells me that im not gonna stick with an email for that long. if you change your email again you should change it back to mya.nielson.happy.face@gmail.com again, that **** was hilarious buddy. wait is that deadnaming myself now. are you going by quincey? do you actually spell your name correctly or do you mess it up hal/f the time. did you figure it out? did you get diagnosesd with? i hpe things are going well for you and you are happy you need to forget about this summer alright it hasnt happened yet for me but i know youre regretting it. you need to get over it. did you come out to mom and dad and if you did did you come out as nonbinary or as a boy. are you even a boy or just nonbinary. i think nonbinary but very confused right? you're probabyl thinking why the hell should i know haha. unless you actually figured it out, in which case excellent job my friend, i wish that was me. did you come out to the family. or or are you leaving them be. did you at least tell paige. did you tell mom and dad. did you tell them a sugarcoated version or did you ACTUALLY tell them. its ok, i forgive you. i hope you forgive me. dang ok no more talk about this cause im getting sick thinking well this letter really turned to **** huh. i went to a pancake breakfast at church this morning and got a chocolate chip pancake. let me tell you it was a pretty decent pancake like 7/10 it was pretty good, and we were with bailey nd it was great. except we i tried to flip the pancake on the plate and it fell flat on the ground right in front of president gasper de alba and i picked it up and forgot it fell there and he asked me if i wanted a new one and i was like no thank you sir im not that hunrgy i just want one pancake and he was like really cause that one fell on the ground and i was like half bent over with a pancake in my hand and i was like no thank you mr this one is excellent .and i was right so suck it gasper de alba, it was a **** good pancake. hmmmhsdmfhammmfhmhmhmmhhm remember that time that you headae yeah bye have a lvoely day keep doing what you do unless its not working out in which case probabyl dont do that ony more, but i wish the best i really do my friend, youll figure it out please dont **** yourself :) see look a little smiley face remember him hes your old friend :):):):) just dont read it backwards or it looks like he i s sad so just dont go that way. oh look its jesus jesus painting hello hello my friend he looks like a supervillain for some reason??? he has like a slightly creepy smrik in it h m that is interesting buddy but he was a good man so he can definitely do wahtever he wants watch this watch schroedingres moment watch ..........:.....:.:.......:................:...............:..........::...........:............:..: carrit <# yours truley [insert name, proabbyl quincey right] nielson