A letter from May 20th, 2021

Hey Belle, It's me, from the past. I hope you're doing well. Tonight, I cried my eyes out. I wasn't enough tonight; I was never enough. God, I wish was like Gala, or Alice, or Avelle or literally anyone else other than myself. I wish I was pretty and smart and kind, I want to be like them. I want to have friends, be wild, have fun and enjoy life without feeling like a burden to the ones I love. Is that too much to ask for? Maybe you'd know, you are me after all. Life's been dark right now, but I hope our future is brighter :D. I have a few questions for you if that's okay ehehehe. 1. What's your *********, as I'm writing this, I identify as a female that doesn't like labels on her *********. Men, women, non-binary, If they're hot, I'd bang em 2. Did you loose your virginity yet? and if so, who was it to? and what was it like? 3. Did you ever get with Kaleo? 4. Have you found love? 5. Do we have a kid!? Did we name him Caspian? 6. Are things any better than they are now? 7. Are mom and dad still alive? Has anyone close to us died? 8. Do we have a best friend? Who is it? 9. What career are we pursuing? 10. Have you had your first kiss yet? I love you, Belle. I've always loved you. Even if It seems like I don't feel like it sometimes. I love us, and who we are. Sometimes, I just wish others would do the same. Does that make me selfish? I miss you already, I miss who we used to be. I hope you're doing well out there in the future, because I'm not doing so good here in the present. I hope I make it to my 15th birthday. I love you, -Belle