A letter from May 20th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey wassap, idont know why i am writing this but i wanna try it out if it works. Well how's life out there? I wanna ask did i finally knew my dream job?, Did i pursue a correct career or a career i am happy with? I hope so cuz by the time i wrote this i am still confused whether what my future is like. Has Covid-19 Ended ? Jeez if it took 4 years to fight covid im gonna be so upset, i wanna hug people i atleast want to make friends with new people even though i am not great at social interactions i still strive for communicationw with other people. Are you free with bad thoughts in 4 years? thoughts like being a burden to everyone else so im almost close to "ending" it all, but if I am free from those thoughts congrats! You fought for It! If i got this on a time i was depressed again and want to end it all i want you to know that your past self is proud of you for living and making it this far in life, being 20, thats why i hope that this can lessen on how much pressure and stress you put in yourself live your life happy life is short enjoy things, do things that you really love doing,and dont forget to always remember that life is such a treasure not everyone can sustain it for a long time. I hope that future me is happy, still together with family(without them yk disowning)Also i hope that by 4 years pass i hope that mum already understand of being tired, i hope she just doesnt notice mistakes anymore but the reasons. I hope that my sister is confident , no words will get to her, no more self doubt. I wonder if I am in a relationship by this time?(AYIEE) Anyways i hope for the other part of the family ,they can understand us better , they had stopped with too much expectations and just support me. Anyways thats it i want you to be happy, and be you alright? Enjoy everything you can be grateful andt thankful you are with such amazing sister and a mom. PS STOP PROCASTINATING, IF I AM STILL PROCASTINATING WITH THINGS IM BOUT TO DO IM GONNA LOSE IT. No jk tho i hope i work hard to the point i burnt out.