A letter from May 17th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I've just seen perfect and touching anime movie "Violet Evergarden". I always said to my relatives, that I can't feel love, happiness. That I'm just a fool, which can't understand people's feelings. But it was always a lie. I entered to the university, because I was inspired by my grandpa in the childhood. He is physicist and he always told me about space, Earth. About paradoxes and different interesting stuff. I admire him. Also I love my grandma. She is the most kind person who I've ever know. For last two years I've studied hard to approach to my dream. I want to graduate bachelor and enter abroad university to master program of machine learning or bioinformatics. This goals were set under influence by Konstantin Verner. He was so productive and so motivated, that I changed my principles and even became a vegetarian for 6 months. Today 18th of May. 2am. Rain and thunderstorm outside the window. I don't have any friends. Don't have girlfriend. I'm just studying hard for my dream. I believe, that my efforts will be rewarded. I want, that my brother and two sisters achieve their dreams too. I believe, that my grandma and grandpa will be alive to that point... Never give up, dear FutureMe. You know, life isn't easy, but make it simple by hard working and strong beliefs. Wish health to all my relatives. Let's meet with you through the 5 years.