an adult now!!

dear me happy birthday!! your finally 18!!! hows life right now? am i alot different than i am? Because you will get this letter in a couple of years i am going to introduce myself to my future self. :) hi. i'm Lena currently living in the uk in the middle of a pandemic. I'm also 13 next month and i found out one of my new best friends birthdays is the day after mine! Imagine being older by 8 hours from your best friend!! My favourite songs currently are Nobody by Mitski, My Ordinary life by The Living Tombstone, Lotta Tru Crime by Penelope Scott, Romantic Lover by Eyedress, Vemon by Little Simz, Cigarette Daydream by Cage The Elephant, Break it off by PinkPantheress, Freaks by Surf Curse, All The Things She Said by t.A.T.u and Sippy cup by Melanie Martinez. Im currently a fan of 'Miraculous: Tales of Ladybug & Cat Noir' and 'She-Ra and the Princesses of Power'. I have also been reading wattpad since August 20- something and have something like 620 fanfics in my wattpad library. I used to be obssessed with Harry Potter and i had a Draco Malfoy phase in like october till december (its embarassing). Now that you know some stuff about me how are you. Are you still friends with your school friends? How did you do on your GCSE's? Did you pass? Are you in 6th Form now/ done 6th form? Are you planning on going to university? Do you still watch the shows i watch? Do you still like horror films? Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? I really hope that you get this letter future me. There are so many things ahead of us and i want you to enjoy it. If you ever feel really emotional, just think about those times when i always talked to myself in my room thinking someone was in my room or when i imagined so many fake scenarios and made me cry so much! Oh remeber thoses times when i used to read wattpad all the time in the middle of the night and cry because i was so emotional back then! Or when i first found 'Fanfiction.net' and read that one victorious fanfiction over and over. writing this made me think of that and it was ******* cringy as hell. Or when i used to cry over maths homework because it was way to hard and i couldnt do it! Or remember when i used to all nighter every day from April 2020 - July 2020. xoxo future me (dont turn into a chav please) :)