A letter from May 16th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, It’s a sunday today and it’s 6:46 am. don’t ask why i woke up. tbh idk your sleep schedule is weird rn. anyways. how are you? how’s everything? do you have everything figured out? i hope all answers to those are positive. im so jealous of you. everything in life sucks rn, except for him. i hope you’ll still be friends with him by the time you get this. hmm wait are you in college or university? i hope so. i’m really proud of how far you’ve come. keep going. i hope mommy is doing really well. i hope you guys are doing well money wise. oh yeah, happy birthday! i hope you’re not celebrating it alone. im here with you if you are. if things are stressful rn, just know you’re very strong and you went through a lot so you could get through what your going through now with ease. trust me. you’re so close to being an adult. that could be scary. but it’s one step closer to helping your family. it sucks rn bc i can barely do anything to help mommy. i hope you have some way to help her. how’s bea? did she feel sad when you left for college? do you miss her? do you guys still argue? so many questions too bad you can’t answer them back right away. hey, you’re doing awesome, keep going. i can’t wait for what’s to come in my future and it’s gonna be you so you better be good. LMAO i love you very much. have a great 20th birthday! omg you’re so old.