A letter from May 15th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Its May 14th,2021 its ten days before your 28th birthday, you should be happy, enjoying life theses are the moments you won't get back, past couple of years have been hard i know i sat there and watched you lose everything around you, crying in silence taking each and every punch you might have felt like giving up contemplating suicide but there is always something inside of you that keeps you going. never lose that! Being alone has taught you to work on self love and to let go of everything that no longer serves you, grows you, or makes you happy at this point in my life i feel alone in a population of nineteen thousand life is too short just don't sit there and let it pass you by we waste a lot of time crying over wasted time don't allow your past to linger face it accept it and move on its better for the both of us Your baby girl is turning ten this year its crazy how much time has passed by it feels like yesterday when you was in the delivery room holding her in your arms by now things should be back to normal with time, determination and patience yes it will be, she knows you love her she taught you unconditional love when you didn't know love. By now i pray your disease hasn't progressed to stage 4 and if it has just know your strong and you can do anything through god who strengthens you i love you, you will get through this we are in this together fighting each day you're never alone god is the only one who listens he hears you even when u think he isn't keep your faith don't allow distractions to stop you from reaching your goals Remember to stay positive love yourself & never give up! -FutureMe