A letter from May 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, This is gonna be cringe, But I hope corona is over by then. It’s settled a lot in our country, but does it f*** us over and choose to have a quarantine. How’s dad and his gf? Don’t worry, I don’t hate her, she tries her best. I don’t wanna say her name on this cause it’s gonna be public, but either way, are they well? I’m writing this from a random YouTube letter - I’m making a few, I just hope I don’t rid of this gmail. - how’s school going, 15th of May 2022? Hope all the friends are treating you well, it’s been an easy start, but I doubt that’ll keep on forever. Let’s hope. I wrote a letter back in year 6 to my year 12 self, so I won’t make one for my year 12 self on here. I quite easily doubt myself, as you know, but if there really has been a relationship, what is it? Who with? Really, I don’t think I care too much about wanting to date, but just in case I change my mind. Are you getting out more? Going out on the weekend with your friends? Or keeping to yourself in your little haven of your room? I feel like crying for some reason. Maybe to do with the fastness of life? Maybe something otherwise. I wanna know how you look? Have you changed for beauty standard sakes? Your own health sakes? Or just are yourself, aka me, not too unhealthy. I really have no idea what will happen. Last year until about a little while before the end of the year, I didn’t realise I’d be leaving my old school. I love it, I wanted to since I was little. They were mean, they would pick on me sometimes. But then again, we were kinda close like a little family. It was so small. OH, have you made NEW friends yet again? Lost a few? I’m scared for that. It’ll be a year and a bit from when I met them. Part time job - did you get it or weasel out of it like the chicken we are. The uncomfortableness too much? When you are done reading this, I want you to sit outside, wherever that is, and just shut your eyes. It could be stressful, but in the end, It’ll turn out okay. Bye future me, because I have no more words to say

Epilogue

about 3 years later

I’m re-writing my reply. God year 11 got to me. When I read this I cried. But I’m out of school now (left after year 11) for 2 and a...

Lhaf esrya. Nbee sjbo in netfdfeir 3 iev’. Iedcrlcah mthsno 2 seary for 2. Eridlsea hramc okol aeesbuc ni etfl won emas uo’evy anth rgow ouyr pu atrfe kids het rofeerv gropu vahe taehrr woh oyu aeg yuo’d. 52- osld tehm eth oyu voel ra,ldey raye. Noso hnew lal hte htle’ly y,ou htey i sadi lgeanvi lveod tdol sism em swa arsnetp i meht. Ohw uoy ueosmhaet moesv ouy thwi avhe a. Hthrewe she’ toesuhamse no ntelma ihs of oaluthhg iecgfafnt osbdtu vhae tegar, ouy aetst sdholu ytas ecaus uyo yuo. Nbfydireo a otn o(n, seh’ sdoufo. Dir,nfe eh ultohhga a etusbaolyl sa nto’d nah)ppe aonng etbs see oyu you reven as mih cshu esse. Athst’ v. Eagrt ssh’e. !j fb ot hsa too! ehr a vleo adn hse tbsi.
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Hvneat’ on dioeybnrf ve’i been a haha tdeas hda but. 2 ylno estda uhtohg. Dgoo mih )xe arnrtpe a ’she csyailsf na o’dtn xe so s’he ont w(e paas, snoo an ofr yuo uo’lly veeal as tpytre ehva tjsu him lpeesa.
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Hewn hira trfsi tuc my sorht mt!sei ’eiv eltter close l!rueohsds tish teorw few to a my uoy to. Enkc ixpei st’i ryou ixf-nreed it tehn lmsato c!tu fywahal oloedruc tuo adn a na onw hetn wrngo pu. A nultara samliri oruy and relupp it ti’s nbwor was dna atht pynki yrou der it sesitr eroluocd it oolks ot nwo neht asw ur,lppe. Dietr ti i hwit smraaca uyo thae wsa my adn i etlf eacf tlsa nuf rowk wnte tghin ho aecr 3< who ceni ti olathuhg oatub adn adn to uyo l!ook.
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Si go ym eshs bhu wlil <3 tdesusay h endfri utoyh yv,eoll i onso ot be rtauyhdss new nad. Hwo s dan tt’hsa emt i h. .
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Wnte rfo ist’ ont yeinitefdl yesra ,hent -23 yb rcnroosauiv swa tup vsaicnce ehort teh no tuo nhat erov roev abecled hatt iekl 🙄 hgtuh,o won.
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Yuo fo n(i timgnee uyo a!rycz busd)m*s oeppel uyo angai il’l off reew eth hntgi ond’t so ti yoru he otdn’ niern!ett spla meet lucyk anrdom ogsh uatmesohe mieddl or n’dto aselpe od and too saol be >(: !dubm hte the t’aswn.
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Ay eb loev kyoa ll’yuo 3<. Konw uyo utb itsll it saps eoy’ru csdaer will.

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