A letter from May 15th, 2021

Dear FutureMe,at this point in life you're probably graduated from college and or working on your Masters I've no clue but I don't want you to be settling with life I'm scared that five years from now I'll be settling and I don't want you to settle I want you to be happy you're probably not a Virgin at this point and you might even have a boyfriend right now I feel like I'm settling with my entire life my musical theater is OK and my school and academic career is OK but at this point I want you to thrive you're probably out of college and you're probably really starting your life so five years from now I just want to be happy I want you to be happy and to not graduated from college uh-huh well you're probably a senior or doing whatever you want just don't settle also don't give up on musical theater and if you did I understand because it's hard career I at least want you to get something in theater I want you to get that business degree and I want you to settle down and have a good life I want you to have money and I want to be in a relationship I want you to have kids and if you use from now but if you have them now just tell your kids how much you love them also Apple iPhone XR you should think about how many iPhones you've had since then I wear glasses do you still wear classes I love Chick-fil-A do you still love Chick-fil-A or did you actually adopt that vegan diet and I'm a size 10 in five years from now I want to be a size 6 or 8 either is OK with me I want to work out consistently eat healthy oh and I cannot drive I hope five years from now you can drive also I want you to know I'm proud of you your dad is proud of you I'm actually really scared right now then I'm going to leave high school and be alone and just not know what to do I don't wanna have to come back home and live here it disappoint myself I'm scared that I'm not going to make it in college because no one believes in me so five years from now I just wanna be someone that's everyone's proud of just don't wanna be the disappointment if you are change it right now go back to school get on your grind do everything you need I'm also scared of ***** partly because you know that died so early don't wanna be scared of ***** anymore probably would be easier not to be scared of ***** if I went to church so start going back to church and getting in church also at this point I want a job like I don't like wanna be broke I just hope I get everything out of life and I hope you get everything got life also right now I'm really wanting to go to the University of Hawaii and no one thinks I can do it and I really hope that you into the University Hawaii against everybody saying you couldn't because I wanna go so bad with my friend Riley also if you're friends with Riley right now texture this letter and tell her Oh my God I wrote this five years ago like into junior in high school we were in miss Baker's class just five years from now be better than junior year Mila I'm 17 and I'm completely scared of life five years from now I want you to be 21 or 20 in not scared alive then you probably be scared but this time you can be happy with life OK I think I wrote a lot for this class the most I've ever written for miss Baker so yeah just even if you're horrible at life I'm proud of you love you 'cause you're me bye