A letter from May 15th, 2021

Dear FutureMe,hey love it's Me "YOU" hhhhh wa english kidayra be3da hhh alala i feel wired im talking to the old version of me mn 19 l 25 bzaf hhh / lyuma was hard it's the second day after ramadan le14 may2021 we had a fight with dad hna b4 vs him 3adi it happens al the time i hope his not still alive, if he is not go to talk to him okey 🙂 I was writing my dream that i have a good strong feeling u'll make it true one day {having ur own house , nice big one , with a pool , just you , ur twin , litle brother and ofc the queen mom , just the 3 of us happy without any type of of fear , living life the way we want , enter the house at the time we wants , wake naturally without any restrictions , eat whatever we want go out on dates.., just a happy free family whos been true a lot but still surviving , away from all toxic people we've known, i hope by that time my mom will have found someone who's going to meke up those bad/toxic days she shared with our biological dad And i hope my lovely twin would have someone that appreciate how awesome she is and respect/understand the way she is "caring and loving amazing person " My little sweetheart habibe i hope he'll have his own baccalaureate and choose something he really likes to complete his won career lmuhim ybri dakshi li bra ydir o ykun happy abt it ME hahaha idk for the future me soukaina/margarrita/fiona , i love you so so much u are a strong woman who's been true a lot but always make it out and stayed positive and did whatever she likes not what others think she'll should do , i hope by that time you'll be with ur own shrek that respect u and appreciate how loving/caring/awesome person u are , he must be sooooo lucky to have you in his life probably ur not virgin hahahha o maerftch elach hssit bli khassni ngol lik had lhdra : u should have babies now hhh don't be surprised idk l idea tlaht lia frassi haka meerftch elach , but if ur ready ofc just do it deep down i know that you'll be the best mom ever and ur kids will be so much lucky to have you as their mom. Ur 25 yold now hhh WOOOW hazibazi yoyo o jwadi firsi bb the important thing is to always stay happy and i hope dad doesn't exist by then ♥️ Ah be3da in case ma39ltich db ana "nti" whatever yalah endk 19yold o single o m9ewda elik baka ma3arfa ach radiri fhyatk o mkhrbka baki endk iPhone 5 o mkeewda elik mn gae nwa7i madiyan o ma3nawiyan o maendkch hwayj li briti o bak mam9rik mata 9lwa bakyin meah kilkhdm nti w twin sister bhaal bhal baki malkito khdma o l9adiya diyal jwadkum baka mastftohum ma walo hhhhhh o tal9inha f yed lah hit 3arfin deep down lah kbir o huwa rza9 madayinha f ta7ed lmuhim huwa tbkaw happy💕