A letter from May 14th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Istg if your still ugly. You better be skinny now, and I mean actually, not just sucking your stomach in 24/7. Did you actually go to therapy? I'm writing this with the impression that you would either be dead and someone will receive this or you would have been diagnosed with whatever it is that you have. Was I right, was it bpd? If not then it must be something similar. You should be 21 by now, which is the only reason you stayed alive. Do you still feel the same about life? Also please tell me you didn't change your mind about having kids(adopting a teenager is an acception)? If you do end up wanting kids, I should've just ended it all now. I'm just kidding. Do you still have the same humor? If not it better be better, I refuse to grow up to be unfunny. Do you remember this date? Its the day that quarantine started, the worst years of your life. Its halfway through 2021 and its still bad. How's mom? She still alive? Were you right about that too? Are you an aunt? I'd like to be an aunt. Did you even graduate lol, if you did how long did that take? Here is a list if nostalgia triggers: Greys Anatomy, Criminal Minds, Shameless, Stranger things, Tiktok(early years I meant). Do you still live at home? If you do and if your in the same room, move it back to how it was. 16 was not a good year for me. Hopefully year 21 was worth staying alive, if not, you have my permission to finally end it all. Again, just jokes(not really though).