A letter from May 13th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hi future me, im 21 now but when your reading this you would be 26. jesus your old. i hope by this age you have a steady man that has intent on proposing to you. if hes not, then dump him bc you need a real man who will commit to you. and if your single, girl im sorry, get your *** on out there and find a man that will spoil you. by 26... i honestly cant even imagine myself at that age. i feel like im so tired and wise now i legit cant fathom how different id think then versus now or how id dress, look etc. things that are trendy now, y2k, mom jeans, lowercase texting, and apparently my crush being not into me. his name starts with an i. you rmr that one?? jesus where will he be now? yall still keep in touch? most liekly not, but if you ended up w him that would be so funny but cute. he better be super into you now. i bet your less agnsty, more finaically stable, and most importantly happy. are you still doing music? if you arnt then its okay, all i want is for us to be happy. idk if you will still be like this, but right now, everyday i cant NOT do everything i can. like if i sit in bed for like 2 hours i feel like i think of all these other things i could be doing instead, its impossible for me not to be productive. anyway im super tired, so until then, xoxo past you