A letter from May 14th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello, how are you doing? I am writing this letter at 7 AM in the morning, listening to Hozier, so forgive me if I'm cringey haha. Well I want to know how are you doing with your life? Did you finally kill your anxiety or does it still persist? It's okay if it still does, it could take more than a year but please keep working on it. And what about maladaptive day-dreaming? I really hope you got it under control. Don't kill it, it's a really powerful tool, if used mindfully. How are your relationships with your family members now? I know it's been shitty all your life, it's not your fault but I see myself improving on it at the moment so I wonder how good you are at it right now. Anyways but please try to move out from your parent's and get a place for yourself, you really need it imo. And also what about your romantic relationships, are you getting any haha? I wonder if you got over your awkwardness with girls lmao. Yea let's be honest you've never been great in the girls department lol. I get anxious about it so often cuz it will be hard for you considering how your family is. But I wish everything comes out good for you in the end. Are you financially free now? Man it really sucks to not have that freedom to afford what you want to do. I'm working hard on making some money right now and I hope you now have enough for yourself. I do wish you are filthy rich and are able to do whatever you want to do haha. And most important perhaps, how organized is your mind right now? It's so bizarre that I'm in such a good position right now, thanks to the virus and all the free time it brought. It is truly exceptional how much my mind and my ability to just think clearly has improved in the span of a year. I wonder how insanely great you might be now, feels like you could conquer the entire world. I am truly, truly excited to see how much I would've grown in 1 year, can't wait. Please keep on meditating everyday and do the affirmations. Probably the best thing you've come across in your life. It's 7.30 now and I have to go now, I am excited to be you. See you soon.

Epilogue

3 months later

Hey man, You were right about being the cringe dude. I can't believe that same person as you.
But I think it's good that I find your letter as cringe,...

Nithk eth nda ti be, you way i akbc eewr yuo ,worg you oklo hts'ta ese hwo umaitrme uoy lsdhou. .
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Amny you oyu derngia ot all enaniwgrs aveh ttereb yenceusnasr tath utlohagh with "a"a'shh nalfpiu edietn,jc oembce soq,tesuni ywsa tlel ryuo the htem i in 'uoevy wno it is ahnt eiv'.
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Noigd yaw betrte xyeiant anht uoy tub rewe way way ear uoy uyo ncodqeuer eerv uyro nheta'v. Flsyem cnngroueqi rane anc oltylta i teufru ti ese in eth. Eth kalt gvei cna ot i thvinginroek adn ensorp eoeppl tboua rc,tmfoalybo esisnsrpxeo otwtuhi aaifcl ntxe. Gadeyanirmd sha ogen vaaliemadtp sloa yoru wodn.
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Tnrapse to hwti ,ouy gto veha ym tlasnoier ym eetrbt hksnta. O,ehrt t'dno enev whchi ceah gbi ehty mhu,c gihtf eyth ot evtnrmmpioe yevr a odtn' llsit is altk hgtuho.
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Ddue frl,tnaytuueno anmrtico ysror iettnson,exn ear ahtt lrisetnao ltsli fro uory. Ety em oyu'd tstru on me, fo ot iv'e a utb tlo want atht orwk gsnith to wkno evha i lltsi oltsenari. Uhtr i ever three if het trohe spnero ot eb dtn'o iwll nawt.
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Oenemso si tath tnedec me amcyopn uyo nirtne ega, a yspa omf,eder ngiivg taubo hte tieuq erstss lanciiafn rfo ruoy ta ptryet you ti lhhagotu. I bouta cnesidsoi rioedrw gth,uho trfueu i ma my laeyd wlil ootk naancflii abd elef eosm my elik i rwghot wchih. Kay,o ont trwos 'its dna het hvea tospinio tbu 'roeuy fro i i'm ni fugalrte wtah. I i,t drha orf uyo it radh rfo wkodre edwokr. ,osdeiog woleht-ewre lsmeyf fylems am to eakt ert,bet i meso noos race nonag etg i mefsly able uby i a fo m'i pryoll sdrse tbr,ete.
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Idmn aehv to igstnh to it's fo lot bs,te lilts ,xfi tol ta si a ym idetnifyle fo hitgsn a i alern. Fousc ofr ginwogr ikle eitm now omes eefl no tiuqe 'iev tlso i my adepcahse. My iafsainomtrf essl neeyflqurt ueeqyr,ntlf i do emtdeita less. I tbu pu parm oiesrpm li'l ti sono yuo. Iekl matnle so otd'n bngei i can eedn nnutcifo a nlmaro seefl otlsma i no to wokr amnhu it ym gorwth lkie. Tbu is thta idluseon a. Rokw esllobaytu aehv fesyml to on i.
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T,arle.
Uyo.

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