A letter from May 13th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hii, Its you from the future I know very creepy but I just really wanted to write to you. At the moment I am 13 years old and I am bisexual with no one supporting me. Many people might think I'm too young to even think that I could possible hate myself. But I do right now I hate myself so much. The only thing that is giving me hope is the very slim chance at the fact that my 18 year old self will become what I have always wanted. I want to be happy just that. I want to be able to look at myself in the mirror and be happy with what I see. I don't want to see the girl with tears in her eyes. So if your reading this whoever you are in that time period please please tell me your happy. Even if you have to lie I just have nothing to hold on too and I cant do it anymore. I love you so much with every single part of me. I promise im trying so hard for me now and for me in the future. Please find Lena!!