A letter from May 12th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I know you are thriving. I know you are doing more than surviving. That’s enough for me to keep pressing forward. I will do great things and I will live a wonderful life. We have no choice. Melanie’s life ended too abruptly. I know it happened the way it was always going to in this reality. I know she may have accomplished why she set out on this realm to do. I know these things but it doesn’t make it much easier. There was so much we were going to do together. Now we must do it alone or with others. So travel ALOT. Every opportunity you get you go see the world. Laugh daily. Find something to laugh about. Melanie is always with you so show her funny videos you would have sent her. You have to experience life not just for you but for her too. She’s with you. She’s going to enjoy it too. Shop and pay your debts. Eat great food. Lose weight. Flatten your stomach and get rid of that back fat. I feel like 5 years is more than enough time for you to be in your baddie body. So if you’re not there are no excuses. If you are in your baddie body dress it the **** up. Show out on em. Hug Donnie and Hug Ivory show them love. Love them with all your might. Jeryme and Journey too. Love your Mama and Babycakes. And your friends and family as well. Love them all. Move in love. Love your enemies too. Hopefully Ebony pulled thru in 2021. If not you better still be there for them. If so still be there. That’s your family. You found your pack. Hopefully Kristen is okay. Love her too.