A letter from May 8th, 2021

Hello. A better world needs a better attitude. I’m glad you are that attitude. I hope you are still well, still living on a bed, still have people to talk to, have a job that motivates you rather than suffocates you, but most importantly are dedicated to life a life that is yours not someone else’s. I also hope you’re still faithful. Have you found an amazing job? Are you strong and confident being in your own space? Thinking, living, and acting upon what you desire? Currently I am going through a rut. I feel like like people aren’t making effort to reach out to me this week, and a few old friends have their selfish intentions which are shown through bitterness towards me, little lies, and self exaggeration. I feel like I am a counter culture to all of these fake and hurt people who judge each other. These hurt people, have such a negative clueless attitude towards life, and take out their anger on others they may not even know. I am glad you’ve learned to smile at people walking by, as you do in the small towns. But the city, you have witness cruelty from both types of people. It is nessecary to stand up against people clouded by the lies of politics, that hurt people and relationships because of it. Love people unconditionally, rather than as something to have conditions for. This means that they are allowed to make mistakes, but you are allowed to call them out on their bad ways. Christianity has been there to guide me, and shown me the light through the awful lies of the new age cult. I pray that Ashley has found better ways. Currently some of my high school friends are even losing control, and refusing to appreciate the current goodness of life.