A letter from May 7th, 2021

Not so dear future me, 5 years passed from now..2020 , hope you'll all out of covid pandemic. Hope too that you are mentally okay if so and didin't attempt again suicide, hope your pain is less. Most of everything hope u haven't fallen in love with someone, me and u know that those things don't end right for me,especially thanks to my problematic mind; hope u don't have kids, i'm not the right person to be a parent , too many responsibilities and with all the mental illness u have it's not healthy for them to grow with such a weight as u. Hope u'll be alone with your so much desired dog. Despite everything i know you are a strong person and i hope your career is rising and become better and better as you deserve for all your sacrifices. Always remember where u come from and even if u will be quite wealthy or poor , help as much as u can others who are less lucky than u , it's the right thing to do, always.