A letter from May 7th, 2021

Hey, I have no clue when or if this letter is gonna come but I’m gonna hope for the best. Right now covid is clearing up and it’s may 6th I think. It’s actually 2:42am and I saw this on tiktok like a while ago so I thought “hey, why not” so- here I am?? Right now my friends are from the blnt server, Honey- Kass, Marsh, Loe, Trash, Chaos, And everyone else! They’re nice to me and as much as I wish they will stay forever they most likely will leave me by October. That’s how everything goes right?? You get friends- you lose them. I hope you’re still alive to get this- considering my current mental state I can’t even imagine how it’s gonna be in the future. Maybe it got better, who knows. I’m guessing they know about your legs by know. I’m sorry I ****** them up. Right now I am only on the first thigh, I wonder how far i got. I’m only 11 years old and I’m thinking about this kind of stuff, kinda upsetting huh?? Anyway- away from the depressing ****. I’m still in 6th grade, I have no clue what’s going on in math class and I have no modivation whatsoever. How was your batmitzvah?? I cried about it a bit earlier because my dad said I started training in July. I hate Judaism so ******* much. It makes me so stressed and ****. I hate it. Not the religion- just the family forcing me to do this ****. Right now my name is Atlas/Flint and I use He/Him pronouns. I think I’m either *** or omnisexual, not sure though. I’m 5’3 at the moment. Are you tall? That would be cool. Your poor back though, maybe not??? OH DO YOU STILL SHIFT AND HAVE YOU?? That would be so cool, did you shift to Demalore?? Do I write in the future? Right now I don’t really, sometimes I do just a bit though. Mostly when I’m bored in class. Did I get diagnosed with anything? Right now my current fixation is MHA! The fandom kinda sucks though I’m not gonna lie. We’re at chapter 311 I think, I’ll have to pick up the manga again. I don’t have a love interest right now, do you? Are they cool? What is their name? Would I be upset about who you are? Would I be upset about who I became in the future?? I think that’s a question you’re going to have to ask yourself and figure out. The most important question really is are you okay?? I hope you’re alright, stay safe.