A letter from May 6th, 2021

Broke things off Dear Boo face I hope by the time you read this letter, you would have healed from a lot. Today you did something so brave, you turned Ela down. He wanted to come on Friday or Saturday and you turned him down. You told him you were seeing someone, he thought you meant you are seeing someone Friday and Saturday until you had to bluntly tell him that you dating someone. Well there isn’t anyone really, you are seeing Vee occasionally nothing deep at all. I hope by the time I read this letter I will have met the love of my life if not already. I hope I will have seen better days. I am in disbelieve of what I said to Ela, he doesn’t deserve me anyway. I have always been the girl she barely talks to and sees out of his convenience. He even makes fun of how he disappoints me every time he makes a promise and never fulfills it. To him I am just this girl who will always be readily available to him. For a while he conditioned my mind to accept his nonsense. I am really done, my heart is a little uneasy as I am not sure of how I feel but what I did was necessary...This letter will be sent a year apart and five years apart. I hope to do an epilogue when I receive these letters♥️🥺