A letter from May 6th, 2021

Hello weirdo, Today I got an email from this web telling me to write a letter to the future me, that's when I remembered just one year ago I wrote you a letter with my deepest feelings of the moment. I regret to inform you I don't even remember the date I chose for its arrival, however, that is why I'm currently writing again. I surely do not know if you'll get this before or after but I am dying to know what's in it. I mean, I wrote to you just when a pandemic started. At that time I didn't even know when I was going to be back at school. For God's sake, I was even talking with that guy friend we made. I don't know what I told you in that letter of how I was living that, but now, I look back, and I just want to have time to do nothing and anything again. I believe you won't have time either right now. I remember I gave up on anime again although I was supposed to get into Fairy Tail and finally finish it, I blame Wattpad for that. Stupid Fanfiction. Anyway, I would love to see the reaction of that girl, who fangirled over Ares Hidalgo and got so embarrassed because of Raquel, knowing a movie is currently being made by no one else but Netflix. Unbelievable right? And that her favourite book was going on paper. Who would have thought we would get into reading, huh? Now I can say I'm not so in love with Wattpad even though I'd absolutely love to. Instead, I have fallen completely for Addie LaRue and have something that does not let me sleep at night, Crescent Moon yes I'm talking about you. Do you still love it, Paula? Do you remember how we first envisioned Danika and Bryce? Bryce running. Is it still as epic? Tell me it is. I have one more thing I just need to say that has definitely defined my past year since I wrote that letter. That is manga. Paula, please, we need help. I have FALLEN completely and absurdly for this. I was BORN to follow Arthur Lewyn's adventure. I may regret to say this but he and Tess, are simply everything. I'm not gonna ask, because I know. This has changed our lives. GIRL, I'm one month away from reading Haikyuu and I'm over the moon. I'm also scared not gonna lie but I've been waiting so much for this. Now that I think about it, you sure have seen new seasons coming. I believe there's one coming this year and that is our SO WAITED match between Karasuno and Nekoma. Excuse me to write this in Spanish but, BATALLA DE BASURERO. The only thing I can think about, to be honest. Since Nekoma ever appeared I have just been THRILLED for this. And watching it animated must be superior but you tell me. 5 years from now, when you read this, maybe some other 2 new seasons have come or are yet to come? I will leave all my hobbies now. I have yet to decide which bachillerato I want to enter, and after, I need to know what to study. You must know by now. I would love it if you could send me a letter telling me what to do, but this is not some kind of isekai sadly. Isabel is leaving next year and now my last year with her in the same high school is ending. We are probably not even gonna have proper graduation. I don't want her to leave, God knows I don't. The last time I parted ways with a friend, we ended up not talking ever again. But I don't wanna talk about them because you know better than I If that relationship lasted after high school. If we made it. I just know I do not want that to repeat. But I sincerely not know what to do or how to react. You know us, we are not good with this stuff. I really like her, I really like all my friends now. If we never part ways, no one of us, and If we do end up living together, each with the number of dogs and cats they want, and even an alpaca, I'm sure they'll read this. So, friends, I'm sorry I'm not quite a loving person, I'm sorry when someone is crying I sincerely do not know If I'm reacting right and I'm sorry because I know how I am. But I'm thankful. With each one of you, five weird people. I'm thankful you are you, with your singular personalities and the little things that make you, you. I'm thankful I'm able of calling you friends. I love you. I'll end with that soft moment I had. Paula, I hope you are fine. Actual fine. Moreover, I hope you are whatever you want to be. You can do anything. I believe in you. I've always had and I'll always do. You've grown to be the person you are now and I couldn't be prouder. Be the main character because you deserve it. Do not let anyone make you feel inferior. Fake it until you make it right? Well, you don't have to fake anymore. You have made it. I've no doubts. Love you weirdo, A so much prettier version of you. <3