A letter from May 6th, 2021

Dear 30 year-old Kasia, Hope you're doing well. Im thinking, you should have your own business right now. Do you? Or did you take dads company and that's it? Do you live in Kalisz? do you have your own house? Or you live in dads house because.. you know. Man, if he did die, Im really sorry. I know how scary it must be, I mean, I don't know how it is to lose a parent but I know I'm already anxious about it. Btw, is there any info about COVID-19? People are still getting sick, treat it like a flu or is it gone? So many questions Id like you to answer. Please answer when you get it. Do you have a second child? I know, its hard being a mother, sitting at home, trying to figure it out. Now, sometimes I think I don't want to have another child with Jimmy. Right now we are not the happiest. Are you still together? I don't want to say that I hope to, because do what you feel right. So if you got divorced, **** happens. But I hope you still have contact to the good of your kids. I know its hard, you're from different countries, so you know what stays by it. Oh, and how your religion? Are better at practicing? Can you call yourself a Muslim now? Yeah, you are a follower but religion should be something you choose for yourself by yourself so please, if you still didn't make that choice, do it now. It's important for us. Its almost 12 am, I cant see the clock without my glasses, maybe you're wearing lenses now? Theyre so uncomfortable, I'm afraid of them to be honest. And! Please, never even use shortcuts like tbh or rn. Its like losing a part of you. Kisses to Mira and any other child, if you have. Love you, 25 year-old me