A letter from May 6th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, How are you? Well im doing better than the first time i wrote one of these letters. To be honest, even though im doing better mentally, i dont know how i feel in general, in fact i neither feel happy or sad even though sometimes i get really sad. I dont like to think about things i want anymore, it hurts too much. Im trying everything to work on myself to be the best version of myself, some days are good and some not so much. Lately I've been focusing on feeling gratitude for everything and everyone that i have, it makes me feel so much better not to focus on the negative side of things. Lol this all due to yoga and meditation. After things got really bad i decided to find ways of helping myself out of the dark hole that i was in and so far it seems to be working. I really hope in future i'll still be putting in the work and you are in a better place. I love you. Always.