A letter from May 5th, 2021

Dear Future Me, hey there... still trying to get that job at Starbucks or McDonalds. haha loser. nah just kidding but for real though if you don't have any friends what the heck have you been doing for the past five years? you are probably still a disappointment and all, but do you have a car yet? I mean at least a license. do you even have a boyfriend? welp if not look into getting one cuz I am pretty sure they are free. what are your dreams? have you looked into colleges yet? please tell me you got into at least 2 or even 3? I mean you have your ups and downs. you have anxiety and insecurities too. I mean you can't say I don't know well because I am you. I mean they are not a bad thing at all they just show you how your beautiful and others are well just yeah. dear god please tell me you still talk to Natalie woodcock cuz I swear to god if you don't I'm Fina pull up and beat you. like don't even say you forgot about her because I know you didn't (I would use some bad words to express myself but I am currently in Mr. D's CCA class) you better not be pregnant. I mean I know mom and dad would have already ****** you but still. your probably dumb and still get anxiety of sneaking out at night but why the hell are you scared? just do it like fricking Nike my guy. please tell me you didn't forget about the calm down Jamal don't pull out the nine joke or the I LiKe yA cUt G. or my guy is CraCKeD on fortnight my guy. just like don't share these jokes with your imaginary friends or else they will leave you too. so if you don't I fricking love music my bro. I literally have so many custom made playlists. I love fricking juice wrld and basically anything related to him. I will put the password in everything in a Pepsi mini box on one of you closet shelves. then you can really listen to what your past sounded like. life is ehh. by the time your reading this Rylie will be fricking 5! right now he is only 3 or 4 weeks old! Ryker will be in like 5th or sixth grade like what the heck he is in kindergarten right now. like bruh carter is fricking 15 or 14 like . my advice to you is just spend time with everyone that you can with all of your time. just make what you can out of life because it is important and once everyone is gone you don't get that time back. so make friends and get a fricking boyfriend(not that you need one but still) you are an amazing person and I can't even put everything I want to say to you on this piece of paper. but I do love you because I sometimes love my self and oh wish me luck because today is the north end track meet and if I throw around 80 ft. with that discuss then wam bam yes mam we are going to district finals! yessir -Your seventh grade self (the one who never stopped believing in you) P.S your still going to NASA i don't care what you have to do just do it