A letter from May 5th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Today is May 4, 2021. 25 years old. As you sit waiting to go into work at Supported Living of Idaho you came across a Tiktok that gave you this idea. I live with Stephen and he is the love of my life. No one else could put up with my attitude and treat me as well as he does. We are currently trying to get pregnant and have been for over a year. Every time i see a negative test my heart hurts a little more. Mossy is my lab/ collie mix and she is my soulmate in dog form. They say the depressed person in there 20s usually has a dog that saved them and she is that for me. My heart breaks thinking about the day when she'll no longer be with me. Max is getting older and is a lab heeler mix. I hope his dopey personality and loyalness is around for a long time. Mom and dad have been separated for almost 4 years now but we all go to family counseling so we'll see what happens there. Jett has been depressed over what we all assume is a girl. It hurts my heart to see him like this. In our last counseling appointment he cried. Really my only 2 friends are Ashley Allen and Abby Hume but i love them both and would rather have 2 close friends than a million acquaintances. On Monday May 10, 2021 I am set to start an accelerated BSN program at Eaglegate College in Boise. My hopes for my career are that i can get into a clinic or hospice position. If COVID precautions and politics are stopped then I would love to work in the ER or in a trauma unit. You have come so far in the past few years, especially since meeting stephen. Dont let him go. Live life.