A letter from May 4th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Today, I am hoping and praying that you're in good state right now at least. I hope that you are happy and you made right decisions in you life. I'm writing to you from the past and I wanna tell you that it is okay, not that I'm expecting you that you're not but I want to tell you that it's okay, sht happens in life. Get up and have courage to fight because trust me. It'll be worth it. I don't know, maybe because I know how it would make me feel better even if I myself will comfort you from the past. Wrote this letter exactly the day your teacher told us about this. I'm writing this letter right now to tell you how hard it is your life right now. I mean it's not bad, but it's hard. You are thinking about the future after a year, if you'll still be in Canada. You are thinking about the debt you have to your father and you're a working student right now and you got a part time job, how are you gonna pay for thousands of dollars. I hope by now you already paid it fully, hopefully hahaha for we know how gastador you are. I'm still so proud of what you've achieved for the past year, despite the struggles you've been through, you've made it here. It is indeed, hard works pay off. You just gotta do your best in everything and hope that everything will fall into place but if not, it's not for you. Keep the faith. We both know God has a plan. You can do it! :) Keep fighting!!! I wanna remind you a year and a half ago you got rejected twice . I want you to know that five years from now, I'm imagining that you have a baby by this time, not expecting you to have a husband because I don't know, I don't wanna feel hopeful that there's someone out there for you that will love all of you and won't take you for granted. I am not hopeless either, it's just that I don't know maybe let's just see what happens/things will go. Think 10 times before making decisions in life. All the best!