A letter from May 4th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Today is Tuesday, May 4th 2021. It’s currently 9:59 am and you are in your science class. How are you doing? Are you happy? Are mom and dad proud of you? I am kinda happy right now:) I am scared that something bad will happen because everything is going well these past few days. You have your final exams coming up. Because of COVID, this school year was kinda tough. I struggled, cried myself to sleep, and even had suicidal thoughts but the best part is you went through this and I am so proud of you no matter where and how you’re doing. Do you have a boyfriend lol? Have you made any friends? I don’t have any right now but I hope you know that it’s ok if you don’t have any. If you do, I hope he treats you well and don’t let people who don’t deserve you take advantage of you. Did you finally see K. and D.? How are they doing? I miss them so much :( I don’t know why and I don’t have any plans yet but I have a good feeling about this summer. I feel like I am wasting my teenage years because 15 years old like have friends to hangout with, etc. Did you finally chose what you want to be? Physical therapist, psychologist, pediatrician or fashion designer? I love you so much <3 Trust me I do because you went through a lot but you will manage to be here, reading this email. You’re 20 now 🥲 wow. I guess a lot must have happened in five years. Happy birthday, love Je t’aime très fort <3