A letter from May 4th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Right now I'm sitting in history, watching a video on the plague. It's v boring, I really hate history. At the moment my life is going pretty good, during the holidays I had a bit of a rough patch but things are looking up. My friendship with molly is sercure-ish again I think, we went to a party at Emily's on the weekend and it was so much fun. Will has a girlfriend which makes me really sad because I really liked him and he was paper perfect for me, but how am I supposed to compete with a uni student version of myself, also I keep having dreams about him which aren't helping me get over him. School is okay, I'm definitely failing calculus but I really hope that gets better, I have a chem internal next period so fingers crossed that goes well. Moose isn't the best right now but I'm trying other horses in hopes of having a horse for Springston trophy. My short term goals are to compete at Springston and 95 eventing this season. I hope to get an excellence endorsement this year. Also hopefully I end up going to Flynn Starkey's with molly and Jordan and Alex and then we sorta join that party group. In 5 years when you receive this I hope that you have found someone that really suits you, I hope he's hot blonde and smart and sporty. If you don't have a boyfriend I hope you are a bad *****. I hope that I am doing civil engineering at Auckland and living my best uni life. At this point you will almost do with ur degree right? I hope you have plans to travel and live life, I wouldn't mind if I never returned to NZ but I can also see why you would want to. Also, I hope I never have to see Emma again, vibey. Just know I love you, no matter where we need up or go, no matter who we become, I. am so proud of you and all you have achieved, I just know that we are gonna be a bad *****.