A letter from May 3rd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hi! I hope you are doing well. As I am starting to write this letter it is monday, may 3rd 2021 at 3:14pm, I am on my laptop and I just took a shower, Livi is looking out the window sitting on the piano (keyboard) next to me. I should be studying for our physics exam but instead I'm doing this (plus, is a virtual test so you can cheat really easily sorry). I wanted to address it to 25 year old Camila but it gives me a lot of of anxiety to think that far ahead so I'm addressing it to you! (It still gives me anxiety but let's not think about that) so... Happy birthday!! You are 20!! just 2 years more and you'll be singing 22 by Taylor Swift :))). You should be in college, I hope you have chosen something that you really like and that you are enjoying it a lot, wherever you are. So, did you move out? I know you were scared of leaving your pets, but, what did you decide? I hope we are somewhere nice, a place where the summer and heat isn't unbearable. Are you dressing pretty? are you living that cottagecore/light academia dream? I just hope you are happy, and I hope you have a girlfriend that loves you very very much, I even like to imagine you reading this letter with her at your side, it sounds really nice, and I hope you are experiencing it :')). I won't even ask you if the pandemic is over because I know it is (At least I hope it is, with all my heart) Also I hope the world is doing better in terms of climate change. It is crazy to even imagine 2026. You know I have a really deep fear of my life slipping away and not achieving all my goals, so I hope you are doing things that make you feel like every second of our life is worth it. Remember that It's okay to not be okay, sometimes we forget that, I hope you've learnt to express your emotions better, and I hope that wherever you are, you've got somebody to open up to. Just keep your head up, we've made it this far. If you happen to be in a bad place (I really hope you aren't) , then, this letter is a calling, drop everything now, seek help and reflex on the things that are harming you. If this isn't the case, well, I am really glad you are doing okay. Next, are some questions you've got to answer thanks How many times/colors have you dyed your hair? Have you travelled to Europe yet? How many friends do you have? (I hope more than 2) Are you still friends with Sofía? did you come out to our family? How did it went??? Have you gone to a Taylor Swift concert?? Did she notice you??? Are you still playing videogames? Have you bought a console yet?? Did you learn to play the piano or guitar? Have you won an archery Tournament??? Are you still painting and drawing?? How much did you score on the ICFES???was all that preparation worth it??? and, I know this is random but was frozen 3 released?? does Elsa have a girlfriend now? I think that's it, but an hour later I'm still going to be thinking about this and I'll probably remember something I forgot to add. Doing this letter was fun but now I can't stop thinking about the future and my anxiety is acting up.. what if by the time this is sent, I am DEAD??? or what if we are in the middle of some apocalypsis like the one zombie book I read 2 weeks ago?? or the climate change has affected us so much that there's very little water to use?? what if I never get to experience love?? What if someone hacks into my e-mail and you never get to read this letter?? I really hope none of that happens. I think this is it for now. I just hope you are fine and healthy, being who you are, and doing things that make you happy. Remember that I love you, and that, no matter what happens you'll never be alone. Love, Camila from 2021, 15 years.