A letter from May 3rd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey, it’s you from 2021. What’s up? How is everything? Today we finally read our letter from 5 months ago. You really haven’t changed.... You kinda figured that you weren’t, didn’t you? He’s still your safe place, isn’t he? I thought we agreed that we weren’t going to do this anymore. I know you can’t help it but you have to. You’re worried that everything will change, aren’t you? Did he leave? Did you leave? Did everybody leave? Are you okay? Are you sure? How’s the mental health? I hope it’s better, better than the other days of you beating yourself up. School? Did you graduate? Or did you drop out to follow your dreams of becoming a flight attendant? Courtney, your pride and joy is still gone, are you still sad? Did you and dad reconnect? Or are you still mad about the years he wasn’t there? Talk to somebody. Don’t hold in your emotions no longer than it needs to be held. Workout, eat food, binge watch Grey’s Anatomy. Follow everything you want to do in life. I love you.