A letter from May 2nd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Ayooo watchu doin?!!!! Owshiii LOL It's May 2 2021 10:25 pm. Woww 15 days to come and I'll be turning 15 yayss! I was actually not in the mood to write but since I get bored cause I be opening 3 apps every single day (*TikTok * Snapchat *Instagram) Wer you atm? What time is it when you received this? Are you now at CANADA? US? UK ? IN THE STATES ?!! If yes WOW I'm so so PROUD of youu!!!! Am ***** set this at May 17 2026 cause you be turning 20!! And I'm confidently 5,000% sure that we're starting to achieved our DREAMS PLANS AND GOALSSS!!! Oh wait I think they're just the same LMFAOO Crap the neighbours are fighting A . I Heard a guy said " DAD I JUST WANNA DIE LET ME GO" what a world God I couldn't imagine what that guy have been through . How's the experience there in CANADA? Your 14 yrs old self were always dreaming of that! I always pray to God that. And i always Make goal with God because it izzz what it izzz Lol No One Is Funnier Then Me Ikr! I'm so **** ughh . Pakkk Give me a Beep Anyways What course you've taking? What school you at? Are you living Alone? Alone in Apartment? Or summ. If you're Alone No you're Not Alone I'm here , We're bestie love you marekeyks <33 How's your Mental health? Your Anxiety? Insecurities? I understood, I really do. Know what these past few days I'm starting to love myself .Aww HAHA ikr that's so sweet!! Everytime I saw my face in Mirror or in Camera I always remind myself that no one's prettier, *******, funnier, smarter, whatevs with er in the end . I'm the Gorjuice And when I do that I can't help but to smile as in I'm really happy that I now love what is in the mirror. But recently I felt so down like I compared myself again, the feeling that I dont wanna feel again is showing up-but I seek for Gods Help that I don't want this again ( LORD please help me I don't want this feeling again, Beacuse I'm starting to fall in love with myself, I'm feeling so down, I feel so ugly I hate how I dress Beacuse ion have the clothes that I'm really comfy, please Lord help me) yea that's exactly !!! Oh you got a boyfriend? HHAHA How? You really funny HA HA . But srsly I've always wanted to have a White or Brunnete BOYFRIEND Because they're the sweetest istg<3 But you know we not allowed to a Have a bf cause you know you might lost control on yourself Dangerous Rarww But srsly if we do have, who is He? What's his name? How old? Does he height like 6'3? Omghadd Play Video games? Love to cuddle and kisses? And hug you on your Waist? Cause I LOVE THAT !! Teachess you how to skate? You two on late night drives? Oh you have the same vibes? Does he Inspire you? Do you feel love with Him? Oh wait what about his Voice?? Omfggg I'm dying just thinking how attractive his voice!!! Tell him I love him NOW!!! Future bf I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DON'T FCKIN HURT MY FUTURE ME CAUSE IF YOU DO I'LL CUT YOUR BODY INTO 12 PIECES I AIN'T JOKING. Just advice for my future bf If she says *Leave me Alone- don't leave hug me * I hate you with smile on her face- I really love you *Let go of me- don't let go *I'm fine - I'm not fine gimme a food *Babe I'm fine believe me ( It's true it's has a BABE in it) *Don't hug me- hug me TIGHT *Don't kiss me- omy bae THIS..this ain't true kiss her!!! Bunch of kisses and I'll love you forever and ever RARW ( French kiss for life !!) An oh she love gentle kisses yayss *If she's not in the mood give her food ( burger pizza anything that she loves) * And oh I really do love cuddles, cuddles saves life *If she cry hug her and tell her how you love and care for her , trust me bae. *And oh don't trynna make her jealous, you ***** regret it. ( She jealous quickly) Don't leave her alone please.....if she's alone there in Canada or summ cause Ik I'll be alone there, please always sleep with her Beacuse she can't sleep alone in the dark. When you two fighting please don't leave her , don't let her sleep alone . Or even if I'm with my family there I still can't sleep Alone. I love you<333 Love her , you might not see her being supportive to you believe me she really do . Please understand that ever since I don't want people know that I'm PROUD of em or showing my support to em. I'll be doin the rest tmrw or next cause it's now 11:34 and I need to sleep early ion wanna hear the monster again. -From your 14 year old Yasmien -To my 20 year old Yasmien (I LOVE YOU MAREKEYKS<333)