A letter from May 1st, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Now I'm in the second year of the highschool I feel sick of this there is only 29days left for the exam and I'm not ready for it yet I don't feel like I want to do something I'm scared I have so much problems with myself I just wish that I can disappear from this world I hope I can read this message after 5years and if I don't that's mean that I'm not in this world anymore , until now I don't do anything I want to do I'm just like a doll with no feelings that play the game that they want me to play and scared of everyone , I hope I'll be better on the future