A letter from May 1st, 2021

DONT READ THIS UNTIL YOUR 18TH BIRTHDAY LOSER hey Sheri/whatever name you might have now, if this reaches you, happy 18th birthday! I'm so proud of you for making it this far :) I'm 13 rn and a year 8. I wonder if ill live up to the day you get this, but yeah. if you haven't died or ****** yourself yet, what's up? you got a job? a partner? did you loose enough weight? do you still talk to dad or did he never stop being a ****? did you end up going to a slipknot concert? do you feel better? who did you go to the deb with (you probably didn't even go ******* loser lol) is tik tok still a thing? do you look back at what i am rn, as in 2021 me, and cringe or did we do ok? rn I have a lot of chrushes/ people who I think are lowkey hot, actually I'm going to list them just to embarrass you. we have sass Logan will Joel the one girl on my bus who I don't know the name of did we end up dating any of them? probably not ******* nerd lol how are you? did you eat today? did you drop out or did you graduate like a month ago I think???? I'm so proud of you either way, and if you haven't eaten today, eat. because as someone who starves themselves, its not fun. but you'd know that, ****, we're literally the same person. did you ever get diagnosed? can you still see the scars on your thighs? did mum get rid of our monster cans? if she did, show her this. those cans were my prized possession, **** you >:( is Paityn still your best friend? does Hannah and Georgia still hate you? did you ever reach Sieanna or did she disappear completely? anyways, i should probably stop asking you questions because I know you're getting mad. I love you. I. love. you. ily. i'm so proud of how far we've come and I hope you have the best birthday ever, loser. love, your past self <3