A letter from Apr 30th, 2021

for davina, happy birthday!! rn life is hell. if u can’t remember than good for u. rn no one is here for me and i can’t even trust anyone. i rlly want to rage and rant out my emotions but i can’t. all my feelings are bottled up. my anxiety has gotten worse. but no one knows. half of the skin on my hands is gone cuz of stress. looking ugly as **** rn and everyone is looking down on me. napha and exams coming up and i’m just failing all the practices. i rlly want to study but i can’t. idk why but i can’t. no matter how hard i try i just can’t. oops i’m crying again ur probs like 15 now. hope u have braces and a glow up. do u even still have this email? lol imagine if u don’t. are there driverless and flying cars? what has changed? did u move out? are u still besties with g girl ? did u get into that dream sec school? did u pass psle…? no matter what don’t give up bae!! <3 btw does charli damelio still exist? 2021 dav