A letter from Apr 27th, 2021

Dear Future Me, It's past you! don't worry this isn't spam mail or a scam, you most likely forgot about sending this to yourself! Anyway I am sending this into 5 years in the future so right now it is April 27, 2021 for me (Past you) and I'm 18, you will probably be 23 when you get this email! I am so curious on how much, or how little has changed! Oh man I'm gonna ask SO MANY QUESTIONS! Ready? GO! I wonder if we got top surgery yet, or started HRT (If we ended up wanting to do that. I'm still on the fence cuz of all the downsides). Do we still go by the name Wrench? God I really love that name I hope we didn't change it! Do we dress more masculine now? Are we still with Ethan? God he is so sweet and accepting, he would 100% be the one that got away if we aren't with him anymore. He was so accepting of us coming out as Nonbinary Masculine (Demiboy) and Ace (Well we are on that spectrum) If we aren't with him what other guy are we with? I hope he loves us. Or maybe we are gonna be single forever and that's okay! More money for us right? You know today (for me) was the first day we did a candle spell (don't worry it's just a protection spell), are we still Pagan? Do we do more magic and protection? Are we better at it? Did we just stop? If we did why? Magic made me happy, I hope it makes you happy still. Is Romeo still alive? He's the best cat, I hope we got a different cat if he passed away, Though best case scenario Romeo is still alive. What about Oscar, Max, and Quinn? Are they alive too? I hope so, though they are probably with dad huh. ANNNNYWAY! I um, have much more serious topic. Have we gotten therapy? What about our Streaming on twitch? Did we get a decent following yet? Maybe Youtube? Idk. But back to the therapy part, I have been looking for therapy so I hope we got it, I hope we got better...I hope this letter does reach you and you are there...but anyway. If we haven't blown up on the internet as a video star, what about our dream of being a game developer? Have we made any cool games or have any in the works? God I hope so, do we make people smile? That would be the best! I just wanna be a ray of hope for others to keep going, as long as that is what we are then that is all that matters. If you are there, thank you for living on. Thank you for doing your best to smile every day even when it becomes so hard you stay in bed all day. Thank you for staying and remembering that you are enough. Love dearly, Past You.