A letter from Apr 27th, 2021

Hey bestie, you’re an adult now ? not really, you’re like 19. i honestly hope you’re dead by now lel just kidding. hopefully right now you’re in bed reading this, whilst almost crying just like how i’m writing this. i hope by now you don’t relate to Your Best American girl and i hope you still have a stupid crush on namjoon. i guess by now you relate to where u at ? or that was like last year idk. i cannot imagine myself existing in five years so pat on the back for making it this far :] it’s a shame i can’t send this to my school email because when i leave it will be irrelevant and non-existent. i really hope your anxiety is better, right now you get stomach pains EVERY DAY; i just want to eat whatever i want without being scared. are you still taken ?? it’s almost mine and their’s 2 year anniversary soon, i doubt we’ll still be together then tbh. i’m really curious to know what you chose for your a-levels and uni, i doubt you’ll be that far tbh. but seriously pleasepleaseplease never fall out of love with namjoon, you loved him so much so please don’t forget about bts. i chose fine art, latin and history for gcses i wonder how that worked out 👀👀👀👀 you better still be a rAdIcAl fEminIsT by then and you better be vegetarian but anygays, i love you Lianne, you better hate me :)))