A letter from Apr 27th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, when you get this you’ll be 19. I’m 14 now and life isn’t going great tbh. You’ll probably remember everything tho so i won’t say much about now. My parents are getting vaccinated which is great cause you’ll be able to go out i think. I hope you moved out of this ********. I hope i’m actually alive and 19. Also, happy birthday! That if ur not dead:) if u are... it’s going to be awkward but happy ***** day ig? I hope you have friends and people actually like you. Right now is not the best but i can manage it. What i can’t manage is this ******* family. It’s tough so i really wish you moved out. I’ll try my best to make my dreams come true but i don’t promise anything. I hope our cats are still alive. I love them so so much. And i also wish you stop drinking and smoking and cutting etc. It’s not good for you. I know it’s not good for me rn either but i can’t live without any of it. This house drives me insane. I don’t know what else to say except that i love you (future me if not 2021 me) and i hope u got where u wanted.❤️