A letter from Apr 26th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Just came here to try to vent these feelings. I’m trying to let them go. Or just flow through me better. I came hard romanticizing an illusion. My dreams are processing so much loss. Mourning you. Jumping from grief to grief to grief. **** this. I used to be much worse so I’m grateful to be better. Thankfully functioning. Gotta tap in and pour out the inner lava every now and then. Anyway, have fun with this cringe..