A letter from Apr 24th, 2021

Dear FutureMe hey i hope you are ok! aren't you cause i'm not i want you to remember all the pain what did you pass with what did you suffer i lied to all your friends family and people around and speacially you to make my life have sens but sadly its not i know that and i am sorry cause i am tired to live in a world where i have no valor i wanna die even i am dead inside cause i am tired of acting always the funny girl to make people joke and laught i wanna scream my pain and no one will be there and broke a plate righting all my problem on it and hug a person and cry without asking me why no one care ofc i hope you did this and find that's right person to trust that you will show all my emotions in front of him without being scared i dont know what i really want you to be just a strong girl and be who really you are i will not lie i am afraid that you won't be in the right way but i believe on you yes there will be ups and downs but you will fight ;bear and then win. hope you still alive to read this....