A letter from Apr 24th, 2021

Dear You, April 24 2021, Saturday (8:24pm) this day is my younger sister Wedding day, at this moment i just thinking about sending my self a letter or making a blog about what feeling or happened to me right now, so i decided to go to this website which is the futureme.org. this time i was thinking what if i will get married same as my sister did, how am i supposed to do that, i don't have enough money, i have a special girl and i want to make her more happy, but how? we are 2 years together now and she's always asking me that when i will marry her? i have a job but my salary is not enough and still not enough to get married, i want to give her a nice wedding but how? i need to work more harder just to give her dream wedding but how??? i was thinking to much and i need to do something on what i promised to her, even my salary is 2,500AED and still not enough, i was paying my room rent, food, sending money to my mom even i want to buy something for my self i can't buy i'd rather to keep it, now i was thinking how to be a successful man like some other rich guy, how did they do that?, how? at this moment a guy came to me holding a bunch of ballpen and asking for a help, he is from Pakistan and his telling me about his problem about his situation, his already 3 months in the UAE but until now he don't get a job, he has a difficult time to find a job because its month of ramadan in here and also due to the pandemic situation, he told me to help him financially so that he can pay his room or else he will kick him out on his place, even food to eat he can not buy, because he doesn't have a job, and his family in Pakistan was worried about him, how he face every single day same situation how he will eat, how he can sleep every night, and what if they kicked him out on his place, so me and my co-worker are decide to give him even a small amount of money to help him and he just left by saying thank you. this time i realized why he is holding a bunch of ball pen so that he will sell it to others so that he can earned money to live everyday, and i realized that not only me has a problem, all people has problems but has differences on it even the riches person has it, im saying that even i have problem about thinking how i'm gonna marry my gf, still there's a lot of people has a big problem more than my self, so i'm telling that we should appreciate everything we have even small things, because maybe one day will come and the want you prayed will come true, be positive and never let your guard down, be happy on that we have, love what you have, and last but not the least, never ever do such a bad things just to have your dream come true! be patience and trust god, God Has A Plan. John Paul Pontero. 0527025535