A letter from Apr 23rd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I hope you're not dead yet. I hope you fought and still fighting. I hope you find even just the tiniest motivation to continue living. right now, you're fighting tough waves. you don't know yourself anymore. you can't grasp your emotions. there's always this hallow feeling in your heart. you're barely living—almost like an empty shell. dull, void, boring. that's how you feel. you cannot finish your modules bcs you lack motivation. everything's not helping, even tiktok. motivational quotes doesn't help either, they just made me feel more down. pitty to me, huh. you installed an app for ppl who has unstable mental health but you got bored so you uninstalled it. you were looking for a job but can't find any bcs you're a minor :) I bet if u had a job, you'll be a pain in the *** and gets kick bcs you're lazy AF. anyway, whatever's happening now—**** pandemic, **** COVID, **** everything—i hope you survived and read this five years from now. :)