A letter from Apr 23rd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hey khalishah, how r u doing? im 14 rn omg i cant believe i would eventually turn 19😭 it feels so unreal. rightnow im on my kpop phase ngehalu that enhypen is my boyfriends n everyone in the kpop industry is obsessed w me HAHHAHAHAHAHAH. how are you doing rn? me myself im trying to go on a diet im 51.5kg rn n still 7kgs away from my goal:””. have u gotten a boyfriend yet? rn idk what love is and im not crushing on anyone atm ***** r u even alive omg what if udie before reading this letter ok anyways i found https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSJBFnP8R/ just 5 mins ago before writing this. i feel like hugging my youngerself do u feel the same way ab me? this feels like im talking to an older sister BAHHAHAH ive always wanted an older sibling. btw r u still a virgin PLS I CANT IMAGINE HAVING SEGGG W SOMEONE N IM INSECURE AB MY BODY TOO WHAT IF THE PERSONS JUDGY litraly cant imagine that w my 17cm ***** rn oh yea btw what highschool did u go to? im planning on sevilla/labs but idkk im nervous to gradyate from highscope im scared i wouldnt have friends. rn im only talking to 2 ppl karisa hasnafati and darleene cherrystancya how ab u. if im being honest idk what u would look like rn hut probably a hot girl in a famous univ lol (pdhl gw skg belajar aj males2an HAHHAHA) ah gatau mau nulis aplagi. apapun yang terjadi semoga kamu bahagia ya...ur a strong women dari dulu ur so strong uve been through so much yet ur still here. im proud of you and incase noone had told u this today i love you. ok hh bye -khalishah resh aina 23-04-2021