A letter from Apr 22nd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hi it’s me I’m Sarah I’m u five years ago.... I’m 14 how old are u? Probably 19 or 20 lol i hope u matured *****😐.... do u have a bf/gf i hope u don’t have a bf because I’ll be very disappointed 🤜😔... anyways bro how many times did u try to **** urself?🥰 ok that was a dark turn let’s get back to our convo😜 btw i use these cringy emojis as a joke hehe .. my current favorite movie is stand by me .what’s yours? I hope u still like movies hoe😬 my favorite tv show is anne with an e i hope in the future it will be a 4th season.... where do u live? New York? I think not bae probably u live at the same room I’m writing this letter in .... are u studying in ur dream college? And if the answer is no ...**** u mate for nothing 😐🖕dumb *** ... sorry for the language ahhh how is ur brother yousif ? He’s now 15-16 I think are u guys still friends? And if the answer is no why? U guys used to be besties one day..... u have to be besties again! And if the answer is yes good girl! Oh.... I’m sorry if i misgenderd u 😀.... I have really high hopes for u future me... another question.... did u lose weight? How much? How tall are u? Did u start wearing the hijab? I think I should start talking about myself now I’m probably writing this as a joke but I’m very not ok rn bruh I have depression yk..... it’s 6 am and i was doing sum nasty stuff 😇hehehhe ... is re7ab still ur friend? 3ola? Anyone? How many friends u got? Ur *** right? RIGHT??????? Do u still listen to flower face and cry? How many albums taylor swift have? If u forgot about her u should be a fan again or else 🤬...u probably confused and crying rn plz don’t! I wrote this for u as a joke sorry if anything triggers u or make u uncomfortable ahhhh ... how’s ur relationship with ur parents huh? Is ur dad still paying for everything is mama ok? I think she’s 46 now or dead ... if she died ik ur miserable rn but i hope u don’t **** ur self bestie!!! Because i will not😎 do u have a car or a job? U better start looking for a job I think... do u still play basketball ball? Did u learn how to skate? DID U LOSE UR V CARD???? Girl I hope not we keeping it halal here 🤨? The important question is.. DID U LOOSE WEIGHT??? I hope ur a hot *** mf now 😩and btw ur cousin sally is *** but she doesn’t know yet she’s 17 now go ask her again? Ur little cousin jood is 11 now lol😭😭😭 that ***** grew up so fast! Do u have any new cousins? What’s their names?🤨btw saif was always my fav cousin go tell him that! What about ur uncles and aunts? They all alive?💀and mustafa is 8 rn!!! I will take an embarrassing photo of him now u better show it to him! Heheh ? Another question about re7ab ur middle school friend? Remember her ? Are u still friends with her? WAS I IN LOVE WITH HER??? If she’s still talk to u or u have her number plz try contacting her ? But if u don’t want it’s fine i know she’s a ***** sometimes.... what high school u went too? How much memories u made? I know u know about ur self but u probably had forgotten me..... I’m u but u don’t remember 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️ Sheeeeeesh is TikTok still a thing? YOUR WERE ADDICTED TO IT *****! you had 3 friends irl u loved movies so much u loved ur mom so much even tho she was mean to u sometimes... u loved yousif so much too... u were a cool *** hoe with a much cooler room! Remember me plz ! Remember all the night u were about to end things but didn’t! How strong u were...... how FAT U WERE ... but ik that changed now! How is oliver? I think u might have a cat named oliver yeeeet he’s probably 5 years old now or non existing hah? Did u see ur uncle othman? I haven’t seen him in 3 years! Reach out to him he liked u maybe.... it’s funny how I don’t know u and u don’t remember me.... but we are still connected! DONT BE WITH A BOY PLZZZZZ be with a girl or nothing 🤬 and if u are with a boy tell him I hate him so much 😐 did u cut ur hair? I want to cut my hair so badly bro ? U always liked the name zain ? Is it ur name now? I think u may ot may not be a nonbinary person! But if u are cis it’s okaie💕 my life now is a mess i hope urs is better!😎 go check ur letter boxed acc the year 2020-2021 see the movies u used to watch and u will know me better... I don’t know if u like me bro maybe u turned religious and homophobic 😬 if that’s the case then **** u again! Don’t keep reading my thoughts homophpe🖕💀 how’s college for u ? I’m in 9 th grade and scared of high school girl😭 help ... ur lucky for skipping that bart ... if u kept reading thx for ur time! And thank u very much for not being homophobic 🥰 I have to go to the bathroom room rn but I won’t because i care about u.... did u watch atypical season 4? Stranger things? U either think I’m a stupid teenager or a cool teenager..... I don’t care about me I care about u! UR SO COOL UR THE COOLEST .... are u still in the closet? I think yea ☹️ I’m sure it’s will be better for u after finishing college and having ur own money! If u still know re7ab send this to her.... I love her now but I don’t know abt u🥶 .... u wanted to open a bakery so do it!!! I just know ur food is BUSSIN ... if u have any school work go do it rn ... i know u have tears in ur checks and having a break down thinking my life is great.... no it’s not really... u were very sad u thought about ******* urself multiple times actually..... u should go buy a bike and listen to sum flower face music... if u decided to wear a hijab that’s sooo good for u girl! And if not that is okay I don’t want to wear it too ... am I dramatic? I promise u I’m not acting sad or being dramatic or anything I’m just being u..... call uncel غزوان her love u ik.... let’s talk about me again! I’m fat ugly have one friend or 3 idk I’m failing 9th grade by not doing homework but i got 93% on the mid semester 🥵 covid is probably over by now .... or not... idk bestie... i was 24/7 horny and thinking about ending ****.... that’s bad let’s talk about good stuff... i was nice to everyone never hurted a soul.... I liked music... basketball... taekwondow ... I’m actually a tomboy or nb maybe even trans🤔 my mom love me my dad all of them... they gave me trauma but it’s okie🙄 I have an iPhone 8 and an ipad ... i know i like girls but not sure about the others🥶 I always wanted to play with legos so go buy one and put it on ur cool book shelf ! That’s enough about me... tell me about u!:)