A letter from Apr 20th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are well and happy. The kind of happiness that last for a life time. And if you aren’t I hope you will be there soon. How are we generally? Are we still taking meds? Oh love I really do hope so. Have we gone to college? If so what is that like? Did we graduate? What are we doing far as a career? Do we have a car? Oh I hope so love What type of car do we have? What color? And mode? Where do we live? Is it nice? I know stupid question but I gotta ask lol. Is Kiki and bub living with us? Please tell me we figured out how to coupon. Are we working on our dream home? Please say yes 🤞🏽. Do we see a therapist? Is he or she nice? Do we like them? What about a relationship babe? Do we still have a relationship with ourselves? Not taking about a love relationship. Because I know we’re not there yet and that’s perfectly okay. And if we do I just hope whoever it is loves us and treats us like a queen we are. Do we have kids? I mean can we have kids? If not how are you holding up? And please don’t say your fine when I know your not. I think maybe if that’s the case, look at it as life’s most beautiful mystery we will never know. Your strong love, we’ve been thru some ******* ****. I tell you what. But never forget something we gotta keep going no matter what. I just hope we’re doing amazing. And happy. Ugh I hope we’re happy love. And hey if we’re not dating anymore or can’t have kids then we have each other. And I think it’s for a reason babe. Everything is. Well I’m going to let you go. I know you busy and I don’t want to keep you waiting. But if your reading this shay bae. Just know I’m soo freaking proud of you. I love you. And I know your doing amazing. Your achieving soo many goals and aspirations. Breaking down so many generations curses. We got this babe. Just you and me against the world. 1/4/3 have amazing day beautiful. It’s going to be okay it always has been.