A letter from Apr 18th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I really have no idea what to put here i think ill do another one at the end of the school year ill make this as a reminder okie? Well how have you been? i hope you've been well because if you haven't that wouldn't be good haha. We've been down recently do we ever feel happy, do we stop hurting and do the headaches stop? Is he still our friend? Sometime i feel guilty does that ever stop. to be honest i've been feeling scared a lot recently do we ever find out why? i think its because of how much change is happening i'm scared ill dissapoint the family do they accept us? i mean it is a pretty big change? do we even go through it i hope we do i really hate my body and just being a girl every time she says girl to me i cringe a little its really horrible.