A Message To The World From Apr 18th, 2021

Dear World, I know that responsibility is not my strong suit, I have been given many things on a silver platter and much of it I have taken for granted and I'm still taking it for granted and I am sorry for that. I feel small and petty, oblivious to the heavy currents of the world, entrapped in the bubble of comfort. I am not blaming, I know that I am more than fortunate to have the life that I have, I grew enough to glance at the truth of the world in a stoic way (to an extent). The claws of the matrix run deep in the society and deep in the minds of the public. I know that newly established conditioning and Bob's philosophy will take me far in life and I will climb all the mountains I desire, I will face many terror barriers, and I will question everything as Im doing now. I do perceive many things wrong with the world and I know there has always been and there always will be wrong things and now I can also perceive that all of that is a frequency. I can also perceive that I have a choice when it comes to what frequencies I choose and I can see that I will make wise choices on this journey and hard choices as well. I can see and feel what 6 months of somewhat efficient TIR has done to me, the ideas have taken root but only to a premature extent. I have yet to really run with them. My mindset will be impeccable and hopefully reasonable enough to get the bigger picture. The pain... How much pain am I actually willing to endure, I have yet to make decisions on that. As of now, I am deciding to push the limits. Living with Wim Hof for some time. Living in places of poverty, seeing and feeling the pain of others. Seeing the ***** before my eyes. I choose not to run from it. After all, it's "***** on Decision" isn't it. I have yet to challenge and shake the world's paradigm and my willingness is growing stronger by the day. That's true integrity. All the work that I have put in will be put to the test. I know that I have disappointed myself many times with my expectations and if only I could promise not to do that again. What does it mean to actually burn the boats? I desire action very much but conditioning is truly something. A personal recording on action should be sufficient enough to prime myself for such endeavors as lesson 3 of TIR suggests. I wonder what the crypto future will bring ... I know I will be on the right side of things and I also wonder about the extremes of things. As of now, there is quite a massacre on the market, so many things are pulled into question and as always it comes down to the psychology of the masses. I wonder why do I suck so much with doing the research, I know I am capable but interest is overpowered by psychological overwhelm, which logically I know is ******** but as of now I'm still buying into it. Critical thinking, investor mindset, decision-making discipline, developing risk perception, and taking an intelligent risk, knowing the argument of the other side... That's what much of life comes down to, that is what is required for successful living. John Mark... and the dream of separation. I am shedding the ego willingly and the psychological playground is changing. I see it all, this body as a vessel, innocence hiding within. I can also see that I am rejecting the guide because "I" think I am smarter and that I don't need that guide until I do.... This whole letter is in a sense written from an egos perspective and guilt is not an appropriate response to such insight. I desire to evolve my ego and to figure out the truth and live in harmony with my guide and the natural law. Jesus, I open myself up to you, help me, guide me on this journey Eckhart Tolle.... Now is the answer. Moving out of the collective unconscious and going beyond the illusion of separation. I will meet the right people with a greater degree of enlightenment and I will absorb that energy and I will pass it on. I can see all the people I will influence and all the people that will be under my wing, they will have it good as well. We will make extraordinary results in the world and we will create many amazing things and we will feel proud of. Desire will grow, new conditioning will support the manifestation of that desire. The success principles will run in my veins. There is one thing though... I really want get into the habit of reading fiction books