A letter from Apr 16th, 2021

Dear Future Me, How are you now? Are you happy? Are you with someone you cherish? I hope you are in the best situation and contented in your life today, whether you are with your family or whether you are alone. I hope you are much happy with the result. Of all the decisions you chose from 5 years ago, that moment when you are deciding whether to continue your study for the sake of your mother and family, wanted to give up for the sake of your self's happiness. I hope you are currently working on your dream job. I hope you have savings and investments. I hope you are traveling the world now. I hope you have a companion with whom you can share your difficulties in life. Unlike before, keeping it to yourself is a bit difficult. I hope you found a company that accepts you from what you are now. I hope that all the people who judged and looked down on you will see your true worth. I pity you, having encountered so much pain and struggles from the time you understand life and its meaning. I wish you could turn back the time and have the power to change your destiny. I know it such a difficult situation. You don’t know your real enemy, fighting against yourself. To Live in a body that fights to survive with a mind that tries to die. And lastly, I hope you survived from this day on. I will be proud of you! You made it this far! Cheers!! But if by chance you didn’t, I will still be proud and happy. At least you are at peace now. And you did well. Yourself 5 years ago Sincerely yours