A letter from Apr 15th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hey idiot. it's u but like from 5 years ago. or should i make it 1? idk. anyways, life is so weird rn. like ur happy but u feel like ur missing something and ur trying to be positive and make things work and u have friends and family who love u but there's still that void. and it's weird bc this is lowkey the happiest u've ever been but u still feel so empty inside and idk what's wrong or what ur missing but yeah. ur in such a weird headspace rn. u care ab other ppl's opinions but ur also on such a huge self-discovery journey where ur constantly reminding urself that none of this even matters. idk man i just hope that wherever ur at rn, ur happy and ur successful and u feel fulfilled and accomplished. also not that it matters or anything but rn u don't have a love interest. have u visited italy yet and found urself a **** hunk? BYE IMAGINE FUTURE ME IS MARRIED TO A **** FOREIGNER WITH AN ACCENT PLS. u turn 17 in 1 week. i hate men. why do they have the audacity to be attractive. anyways i hate myself. bye love u hope ur having a better time than i am. <3