A letter from Apr 13th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Happy Birthday! It has almost been a year since the start of the pandemic and I think I'm going to lose my mind. No seriously, I don't get to physically talk that much anymore. Online chatting it easy but it gets so tiring. It really sucks for everyone right now. Things must be better by there huh. Remember your 17 year old self sitting on your computer in your store enduring period cramps because that is exactly the position I am in right now. How is theater life doing though. Well, I assume because it is what I've always envisioned myself to be in. Oh actually, is Savvy still alive? He is in the kitchen right now if you're curious. Anyways, did you actually happen to choose UC though. I don't know UP seems harder to get in, I don't know. Where ever you are right now though, or no matter how hard things must be for you there, remember how far you've came because me, I'm still 17 and unsure of anything and I am constantly worrying. Will I land a good job? Will theater pay my bills? Or do you not know it as well lmao. I assume you have just graduated? Or about to? I don't know what else to say to you its so boring in here. Oh, have you lost weight? HAHAHA. I weigh 67 kg right now. Its okay if you didn't lose weight though. Do not put to much pressure on yourself, its okay. Man, I really am curious what type of person you have grown into there. I hope you were a lot more confident. I hope you continued to draw though, I really believe I got some potential haha. Or does that sound way too conceited? You might be reading this with your family one day so I wanna say hi future mama and papa and ate lol. Right now its just me and mama in the house. Papa haven't arrived from his work yet and ate is in bohol naol. I'm not very aware of mom and dad's financial status these days. I'm not so sure if its hard for them right now. All I know is I'm doing pretty well. I might be doing a little too well in eating. Dude I gained almost 7kg just by being in quarantine huhu. Whatever. Okay another question. Do you still talk to your highschool friends? Do you still talk to your friend group? I hope you are. You promised with them that you will travel the world together. Girl make it happen lmao. Well, don't push it if things are awkward with them but I really hope that is not the case. They are really precious to you right now and they are one of the few people who makes you really happy. Another question, did BTS disband already? Ah, they' re basically at the top of their career now I wonder what happens 5 years later. I guess I wouldn't know right now. I'm so sleepy now. I think this is where I'm going to end this letter. I probably would forget I did this in the first place lol. Anyways bye!