A letter from Apr 13th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hey. you’re physically going back to school tomorrow for the first time in over a year and you’re actually really excited about it, you’ll also be getting community service hours in making senior signs which you’re also feeling good about. you’re excited to be back in the parking lot and walk around the school while listening to music because it reminds you of freshman year and the beginning of sophomore year and everything was better then. you’re also desperate to get out of the house. you’ve been applying to jobs but none of them are responding, or accepting for that matter, which is annoying. likebug left you a couple months ago and your emotions are unstable and you really really miss her. you’ve been talking about everything in the sonnets for you document and you see anonymous animals on it pretty often and you believe that it’s her reading everything you’ve been writing but you have your doubts. you’re so in love with her and you haven’t even met her. you can’t stop replaying all the good moments in your head and you miss the warmth and the comfort she brought you. you try not to think about the hurtful things she said and did during your last conversations because they break you. you miss her. you’re stuck on her. it’s april 12 2021 and you’ve been learning a lot about life. lots of thinking lots of feeling and i’d like to think that there’s been lots of growing as well. you love having things to look forward to. i feel like this wasn’t as in-depth as it should be or as i want it to be but eh it’s 10:52pm and i gotta be up by 6:30am goodnight future me i wonder what you’re up to and what life is like