A letter from Apr 10th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I really hope you’re still alive. I want you to be doing something that makes you happy and not be making so many people worry. I’m going through a rough time right now. Every day all I want to do is **** myself, and I have to be constantly fighting myself so that I don’t. I really hope I win. I hope you graduated college, and you have some friends. I hope you have your own place and don’t have to call your parents every single night in case it’s your last night on earth. I’m really sad right now Emma. I hope that you’re reading this and smiling, thinking about how much better your life has become. I love you, 20 year old Emma